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July 19, 2007

Darkest Secrets *laugh* ... part 29

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Simple , if u wan2 to do something , no one can force u coz it is ur choice in the end , but if u think the choice that u made will cheate havoc or gossips that u can handle , do not do it then and regret later ... i live my own life , didnt hurt urs ... coz like it or not it is my life , not yours ... i wont reveal ur secrets , only mine which i dont actually agree on these are consider secrets as i dont have any . Whatever u hear about below was never secrets , if u heard about it , it MUST HAVE started it because i told YOU ... and YOU tell ppl , and yada yada yada ... Anyway , it is my right , u cant sue me for telling ppl what my life was all about ... and u know why am i telling , coz YOU ask & this is ur answer ...

For the 3 year plus in friendster , I've received a lot of questions regarding my business & my personal life . I don't want to repeat things over and over again so im gonna post this up & answer the same question . I have nothing to hide from u as this is not bout breaking the laws , I have nothing to lose coz if u dont like what i did which doesnt hurt u , it is ur life , ur choice , and i am at no right to brainwash u … if I dare to do it , I dare to admit it . If I say yes , it is a Yes . And if I said no , it's is certainly a No .


My Businesses :
I wont elaborate on this. Im not that kinda person who goes everywhere telling ppl as though im an entrepreneur ... aiyoh , Beh Tahan Nia. Hello , I am just trying to have a life here. Stop questioning me,I hate it ok. If u don't know how I made it then it simply proves that u r not a sincere friend coz people who knows me, know - my life suck ~ but in a way , sincere friends like YOU popped up & helped me along the way ... and ended up like this ... Yes, everything that i am today ... exist because of YOU (only for sincere ppl la ) … -end-
Ps : All of u r invited to my mamak's opening around September … if u'd already added me up, kindly keep an eye on the bulletins … Everyone is invited , it'll be fun ~


Plastic Surgery :
Everyone knows that I did boob lifting , nose job & dimple surgery . Why ? Coz whenever they say ' hey I wish I have that boob ' and I'll reply ' cheh , it's fake one ' . Girls , even Guys , if u r my real life friend u know lah ... till everyone around me tells me ' wei , dont go around telling ppl lah' then i will tell them ' aiyoh , if i dont wanna answer them, they think im lansi . If i answer them , they'll ask me the price coz they wanna do also' ... so , if u r so interested in knowing , why cant i tell . think . but when i tell , u help me free-advertising around , i wanna thank u coz u make me wanna start a plastic surgery one-stop station . HaHaHa ~

Ok , skip skip skip . Plastic surgery is not good for u as it will defect ur body system , u gotta take your own risk . If ur job requires u to do so , let the company pay for you & search for the best & take the lowest risk . Yes , there are still risks … It's not original so don't expect it'll be the same darling .
First, its in my family gene that me & my lil sister have big boobies . So , stop asking why i have big boobs originally even before the lifting ... coz I asked my mum so many times & she asked me to ask my grandma so Okay , skip skip skip.

First lessons : Big boobies will sag, yes, because of gravitivity. I don't like sagging boob so I decide to do it, never because of my profession, fully on my own preference. If u don't like it, go spend money and do it. Stop complaining. If u like it, message me and I'll tell u more about it. Mine has no implant , simply just muscles stitching. Second : My nose. Aiyoh , I still can feel my nose la for Christ sake ~ No it wont fall off like Michael Jackson's lah ... tsk tsk tsk ... The Process : Just a cut beside & they'll stuff a bone-like thing in , the surgery – less than 1 hour and I can go shopping oledi. Yes, I witness the whole process coz I requested. Why i did my nose : Originally my nose is doing fine thank you but i am a chinese so i have flat nose lah then I prefer a taller one so i went & get it done loh , simple ~ But it's my nose not urs so it's my right and i didn't offend u coz it's not tall enough to hide KLCC from ur view la , My GOD ~ . Third : My dimple. Yes , dimple can be done in less than an hour of work. I am not dosed to sleep so this is the second surgery I undergo by witnessing the whole process & trust me it was fun ~ Just by three stitching at each side & the string will break lose by a month & the result - 3 years & yes , if u wanna maintain u gotta pay & do it again . Yes , u gotta pay to do it again. There's no lifetime warranty on dimple ( if u happen to know one , please tell me Wakakakaka )

Don't ask me how much all these costs . Prices differs from different countries . Yes , I went all over the world for it . Hey , I love traveling . It's my money & don't u dare question how I got it , I work kay … if u think I have rich man all over the place PAU'ing me then *shout* go get urself one ~ Man I tell u , you gotta be crazy . U know why ? We're a family la ~ YOUR FATHER gave me money hahaha ~! *laugh rolling on the floor* Get that my dear ? Respect yourself , regardless of man or woman they WORK HARD FOR THEIR LIFE . Live with that or die with it ~ How many ladies around u who doesn't work ends up happy ? And there again , think … U are a woman , we are your kind too ... Does it help degrading ur own kind when others doesnt offend u ?


Dinner Jobs :
More than 70% of the models u see in papers , magazines & events deals with it. U get paid having ur dinner with people. Job scope, u attend a dinner with other girls depending on how many girls the agent requires , u sit down & open ur mouth & eat . But u get paid for it . Celebrities & Artists are doing that too for decades . The only thing that is different is the price u're paid for . No , it is not HOOKING AROUND . Yes , some girls do hook after dinner but that is their choice . Is hooker not a human ? Respect that ok ? If it doesn't hurt u , u have no right on other's life . No questions asked , if they wanna do that , who are u to question them ? It is by all mean their life … So , whoever is reading this now , if u r in dinnerjob line too , don't backstab other girls just to protect urself . It is very selfish . If I ever get to know that u r backstabbing other girls who does it & praising & swearing that u will never do that , come on , it is just a dinner , what r u trying to prove ? u're so guai guai ah ? If u r not in this line or WAS in this line before how in the world would u KNOW that who or who or who is in ah ? U think we're stupid & never thought of that point ? Before u even get to ur last sentence the wise ones already degreaded u totally , because u have no respect for others & that u r so selfish ... u try to bring others down by draggin urself up , but if u r that good , u dont even need to promote urself ... If u just play ur part , no one will tell anyone u're in it coz 99.9% of the girls who're doing this never reveals to anyone coz they're afraid that ppl will have a different perception on them.

I started doing this last year coz something happened and I needed a big sum of cash. To my friends , sorry that I only tells u after I've been tru it all but im an aries , I don't beg ppl . U know me *big big smile* Yes I run my business & I have money but I need not explain further on this issue why do i still need to get extra money by doing this. My friends know the reason behind that . I stopped dinnerjobs long time ago coz I've settled all the debts which is not my problem *darn but I have to do it* & carry on my life , yes , back on track straightaway coz I know what im doing & for what purpose .

Girls , if u r new in this line , be mind strong . Know what u r doing & what kind of people are u dealing with . Don't be innocent , u can only pretend to … Don't get influenced , it is ur choice. Whatever u do , be clear on ur purpose , remember your reason & never forget ur principle. No mater what ur friends says about u , heck them . come on , r they gonna help u ? If not , then ask them to shut up coz u r left with ur self in the battle . If they still bug u , ask them to help u , i bet they'll runaway faster than the speed of roadrunner ... But if u had a hard time going tru this , write to me k . Jie will help u tru all … I promise ~

People who ONLY understand what dinnerjob is all about after reading this , stop degrading the girls , it is a clean job & I am not ashame of admitting it . Not proudly , but honestly … Sometimes in life , it is hard to understand how tough certain chapter can be … u r alone … not been left by others , but u choose to overcome the obstacles alone … and this … is life … coz when u r down with nothing ... u r down with no one ... (except YOU , my sincere frens who kept supporting me mentally tru friendster & im grateful ... )

Message to all of you …
If u ever looked down on someone just because they are doing something which u think u couldn't accept , then help them … lead them back on track again . But If u cant , it means that u r not even capable of helping them coz u dunno what to do with them , then do not look down on them … They are fighting for their life all by themselves , just like u and me … have u no heart ? Why if ur place was switched ... what would u do ? If u have a solution , then share with them ... Get my point ? Think …

Quotes for all of you :
Everyone takes on different tracks walking down their life … Just because they are not in the same road as you doesn't mean that they are lost …

Love you always …. Leng Yein

                            

June 18, 2007

The Fall ... part 28

I believe that the true test of character is not how much we know how to do , but how we behave when we don't know what to do. There's nothing such as a certain right or wrong , it solely depends on how u want to put it and let it be ... does right or wrong really matters anyway ? What do u earn from winning ? Is it worth the part that you're losing ?

When you're at the most downside of your life, u tend to see things clearer. Coz each move u make mean so much , so much more than the same move u take during normal days. It can be the same topic , the same discussion , the same joke , the same thoughts , regardless of whether it's u or others , one wont understand until we're left alone n stuck in the situation .

No matter what other says , no matter what other does doesn't seemed to bother or matters to u anymore. Coz the decision that u make lies on nobody else in the world but u ... n the pain that u bear , gosh , makes u felt so heartless ... dying ? It doesnt matters anymore , my heart dies the second the decision was made final ... it'll be alright soon ? i dont think so . This incident breaks me apart ... For these 22 years of my life , i never felt so torn before . I know i could never mend all the pieces back together , it was never meant to be mended ... it were never to be accepted ... wasn't given a slight chance to , im sorry , im so so sorry ... God ~

I felt as though i have no heart ... where have all the love gone ? For all my life i've been loving everyone else around me , but why is it so different this time . I am so lost ... this is the best for everyone ? But what about me ? What about ... oh my god , where is all the love ? Where is justice n fairness ? What about my life ? What about how i feel ? What about my dream ? I really break apart n fall this time , deep n hard ...

God bless all of you ...

May you find peace , love & care ... I will never forget you ... never ... I Love You so much ... so so much ... im so sorry ... so very sorry ...

Love,
Leng Yein