Leng Yein's Blog

Magazine for NEW Models ... part 30

To all the new faces in Malaysia ,

I am once a newbies myself ... Staying in this position right now really shatters my heart ... look at the girls now ... they get low paid jobs , stupid agents cut alot of their pay off , girls con girls collect the payment doesnt wanna pay other girls , man pretend to be agents and do stupid things , irresponsible middle person take advantage of new models , new models do stupid things to get the fame they wanted but end up getting cheated, taken advantaged of but still remain quiet but depressed , the newbies will only be seen in low-paid jobs , and only the famous & recognised faces will have the chance to be featured & seen everywhere. if i were to list out all , it will be pages ... i am very sad because alot of girls came to me and tell me all these in the 5 years of me being in this line ... i have no power to change ur life , but i am trying my best to help you ... helping us , the MALAYSIAN MODELS to speed up their dreams , to be seen by others , to be remembered , to prove themselves someone , belonging ... loved , and respected ...

This mag started because i do not want to see malaysian model industry falling apart ...

all the magazines u see , featuring the same girl over n over again . Even new models , they'll get all the jobs in that period when they're up , they're everywhere ...look at the most of the event girls, the non famous ones have no chance at all .. they just remain giving flyers , serving drinks lah , like what ? RM60 one day , OMG ~ what is this ?

So anyone who understand the purpose of this project ... stand up for urself ... if u think u can offer some help , try to help ... be our crew ... everyone is welcome ... Our magazine needs u , beautiful ppl , both in n out ... sincerely

The Magazine Cover Girl search is a new idea for building a platform for all MALAYSIAN NEW MODELS to become a model and to shine , offering them opportunities , giving them secured & well paid jobs , opening up bigger chances for them to be spotted and well recognised by all Malaysians ... and only NEW faces will be accepted ...

This idea came out because we studied the problems Malaysian Models are facing . Alot of newbies doesn't have a chance to appear on magazines and papers as there're too many professional models out there and it is hard for them to be spotted & featured . But we cant possibly take in all request so what we're gonna choose the one we think stands a chance to do well in this line . What we're gonna do is to promote those girls who wish to be a model but have no chance to ~ Wasting their money taking unsufficient pictures which gets them no where .. wasting their time , their money , their dream ... time is precious for a model , and we wont allow that to happen . And u cant get jobs by sending candid handphone-taken photos *OMG* what r u thinking ~ No ~

We are offering a very cheap half sponsorred package of RM500 , a photography session by our key photographer , a copy of all the photos that u've taken will be given back to you & we'll pick the best ones that u've done to be featured on the magazine . giving u a full page of everything about YOU , ur portfolio , ur pictures and also a special tag line for u . We will select around 50 - 70 models , all NEW FACES

U can then get the magazines at any news stands in malaysia except sabah & sarawak (we're still pending whether we want to include it in) . Ur database will then be sent to few chosen webpages and active forums to be featured & promoted . Besides tru internet , we will forward ur data to few of our appointed agencies to look out for suitable jobs and advertisement , print ads , posters , etc etc . for u.The reason for our action is to open up more chances to give u maximum publicity and appearances, and also to let u stand a bigger chance of getting more jobs & exposure ...

We need at least 200K to complete a complete magazine so please dont try to take advantage from us ... we're helping u , if u add up the burden we will just cancel off this project n i wish u all the best by urself ... u have a photography session + a full page of yourself in the magazine. We're gonna create different feels & designs for each girl ... Once u r selected , u have to pay RM500 during the shoot, thats the best we could offer u , we give u back all ur photographs , a designed profile in the magazine , in few forums , in few webpages,u r a magazine MODEL and that counts in ur experience ( Haha , u can add into ur profile when u wanna send ppl ur port folio )

ATTENTION : If we picked u , u are SURELY featured in our magazine ... we do not simply shoot ANYONE & feature them up ...

We will have a few upcoming beauty pageants & also ADVERTISED models party launches where mediaSS will come and u might have a chance to appear everywhere - magazines , newspapers, featured forums , huge gathering for beautiful people. BEAUTY PAGEANTS ~ Pageants where ONLY the NEW models can participate ... Pageant where the judges are the readers , our friends , ur family , and ur supporter ... It will be clear and FAIR ~ Nothing will be hidden from u ...

GUYS : The man hunt is on ~ All NEW MALE MODELS of Malaysia

This will be the first magazine who only accept NEW faces ... and our success will be based on how many supporters will there be , supporting all the MALAYSIAN models ... we are betting on hopes , dreams , and chances ... so help us pass the message around ... help urself up by helping us

This will be the first blog on our magazine ... a year from now , i hope that this project goes well ... and all you girls would be seen everywhere ... smiling & shining ... i love you ...

This is my dream ... our dream ...

love always ... leng yein

PS : If u r in business , u will know tat it is a SURE RUGI FIRST to start a magazine without any support from big company , and ur support is only mental support , money still goes from own pocket ... magazines will only get their return after years ... and to start one , it needs alot of money ... the hard work n stuff is not a prob for us ... the purpose of this magazine is to help out the malaysian Malaysian Models ... but if we do not have enough support for it , we will call ALL of this off ... so dont u try to sound like we're EARNING ur RM500 buck , u wont get this publicity with RM500 buck out there , and we are sincere in helping ... not cheat ur RM500 bucks aiyoh , dont ask for free , besides if ur dad sponsor our printing fee ... come on , u go and snap some pics outside also more than RM500 lah , and u get nothing n u r not a Magazine Model . Think ...

COMMENT AFTER U READ THIS , U R THE REASON WE CREATE THIS MAG SO U HAVE THE RESPONSIBLE & RIGHT TO GIVE SOME IDEAS ... IF THIS MAG HITS BIG , U SHOULD SMILE WIDELY BECAUSE U R THE REASON BEHIND IT's SUCCESS ... U R PART OF THE MAGAZINE ... god bless ..

If u agree on proceeding the RM500 , send ur profile to modelsmagazine@gmail.com ... Our webpage will be out soon ... photography session starting in two weeks time ...

Darkest Secrets *laugh* ... part 29

Simple , if u wan2 to do something , no one can force u coz it is ur choice in the end , but if u think the choice that u made will cheate havoc or gossips that u can handle , do not do it then and regret later ... i live my own life , didnt hurt urs ... coz like it or not it is my life , not yours ... i wont reveal ur secrets , only mine which i dont actually agree on these are consider secrets as i dont have any . Whatever u hear about below was never secrets , if u heard about it , it MUST HAVE started it because i told YOU ... and YOU tell ppl , and yada yada yada ... Anyway , it is my right , u cant sue me for telling ppl what my life was all about ... and u know why am i telling , coz YOU ask & this is ur answer ...

For the 3 year plus in friendster , I've received a lot of questions regarding my business & my personal life . I don't want to repeat things over and over again so im gonna post this up & answer the same question . I have nothing to hide from u as this is not bout breaking the laws , I have nothing to lose coz if u dont like what i did which doesnt hurt u , it is ur life , ur choice , and i am at no right to brainwash u … if I dare to do it , I dare to admit it . If I say yes , it is a Yes . And if I said no , it's is certainly a No .

My Businesses :
I wont elaborate on this. Im not that kinda person who goes everywhere telling ppl as though im an entrepreneur ... aiyoh , Beh Tahan Nia. Hello , I am just trying to have a life here. Stop questioning me,I hate it ok. If u don't know how I made it then it simply proves that u r not a sincere friend coz people who knows me, know - my life suck ~ but in a way , sincere friends like YOU popped up & helped me along the way ... and ended up like this ... Yes, everything that i am today ... exist because of YOU (only for sincere ppl la ) … -end-
Ps : All of u r invited to my mamak's opening around September … if u'd already added me up, kindly keep an eye on the bulletins … Everyone is invited , it'll be fun ~

Plastic Surgery :
Everyone knows that I did boob lifting , nose job & dimple surgery . Why ? Coz whenever they say ' hey I wish I have that boob ' and I'll reply ' cheh , it's fake one ' . Girls , even Guys , if u r my real life friend u know lah ... till everyone around me tells me ' wei , dont go around telling ppl lah' then i will tell them ' aiyoh , if i dont wanna answer them, they think im lansi . If i answer them , they'll ask me the price coz they wanna do also' ... so , if u r so interested in knowing , why cant i tell . think . but when i tell , u help me free-advertising around , i wanna thank u coz u make me wanna start a plastic surgery one-stop station . HaHaHa ~

Ok , skip skip skip . Plastic surgery is not good for u as it will defect ur body system , u gotta take your own risk . If ur job requires u to do so , let the company pay for you & search for the best & take the lowest risk . Yes , there are still risks … It's not original so don't expect it'll be the same darling .
First, its in my family gene that me & my lil sister have big boobies . So , stop asking why i have big boobs originally even before the lifting ... coz I asked my mum so many times & she asked me to ask my grandma so Okay , skip skip skip.

First lessons : Big boobies will sag, yes, because of gravitivity. I don't like sagging boob so I decide to do it, never because of my profession, fully on my own preference. If u don't like it, go spend money and do it. Stop complaining. If u like it, message me and I'll tell u more about it. Mine has no implant , simply just muscles stitching. Second : My nose. Aiyoh , I still can feel my nose la for Christ sake ~ No it wont fall off like Michael Jackson's lah ... tsk tsk tsk ... The Process : Just a cut beside & they'll stuff a bone-like thing in , the surgery – less than 1 hour and I can go shopping oledi. Yes, I witness the whole process coz I requested. Why i did my nose : Originally my nose is doing fine thank you but i am a chinese so i have flat nose lah then I prefer a taller one so i went & get it done loh , simple ~ But it's my nose not urs so it's my right and i didn't offend u coz it's not tall enough to hide KLCC from ur view la , My GOD ~ . Third : My dimple. Yes , dimple can be done in less than an hour of work. I am not dosed to sleep so this is the second surgery I undergo by witnessing the whole process & trust me it was fun ~ Just by three stitching at each side & the string will break lose by a month & the result - 3 years & yes , if u wanna maintain u gotta pay & do it again . Yes , u gotta pay to do it again. There's no lifetime warranty on dimple ( if u happen to know one , please tell me Wakakakaka )

Don't ask me how much all these costs . Prices differs from different countries . Yes , I went all over the world for it . Hey , I love traveling . It's my money & don't u dare question how I got it , I work kay … if u think I have rich man all over the place PAU'ing me then *shout* go get urself one ~ Man I tell u , you gotta be crazy . U know why ? We're a family la ~ YOUR FATHER gave me money hahaha ~! *laugh rolling on the floor* Get that my dear ? Respect yourself , regardless of man or woman they WORK HARD FOR THEIR LIFE . Live with that or die with it ~ How many ladies around u who doesn't work ends up happy ? And there again , think … U are a woman , we are your kind too ... Does it help degrading ur own kind when others doesnt offend u ?

Dinner Jobs :
More than 70% of the models u see in papers , magazines & events deals with it. U get paid having ur dinner with people. Job scope, u attend a dinner with other girls depending on how many girls the agent requires , u sit down & open ur mouth & eat . But u get paid for it . Celebrities & Artists are doing that too for decades . The only thing that is different is the price u're paid for . No , it is not HOOKING AROUND . Yes , some girls do hook after dinner but that is their choice . Is hooker not a human ? Respect that ok ? If it doesn't hurt u , u have no right on other's life . No questions asked , if they wanna do that , who are u to question them ? It is by all mean their life … So , whoever is reading this now , if u r in dinnerjob line too , don't backstab other girls just to protect urself . It is very selfish . If I ever get to know that u r backstabbing other girls who does it & praising & swearing that u will never do that , come on , it is just a dinner , what r u trying to prove ? u're so guai guai ah ? If u r not in this line or WAS in this line before how in the world would u KNOW that who or who or who is in ah ? U think we're stupid & never thought of that point ? Before u even get to ur last sentence the wise ones already degreaded u totally , because u have no respect for others & that u r so selfish ... u try to bring others down by draggin urself up , but if u r that good , u dont even need to promote urself ... If u just play ur part , no one will tell anyone u're in it coz 99.9% of the girls who're doing this never reveals to anyone coz they're afraid that ppl will have a different perception on them.

I started doing this last year coz something happened and I needed a big sum of cash. To my friends , sorry that I only tells u after I've been tru it all but im an aries , I don't beg ppl . U know me *big big smile* Yes I run my business & I have money but I need not explain further on this issue why do i still need to get extra money by doing this. My friends know the reason behind that . I stopped dinnerjobs long time ago coz I've settled all the debts which is not my problem *darn but I have to do it* & carry on my life , yes , back on track straightaway coz I know what im doing & for what purpose .

Girls , if u r new in this line , be mind strong . Know what u r doing & what kind of people are u dealing with . Don't be innocent , u can only pretend to … Don't get influenced , it is ur choice. Whatever u do , be clear on ur purpose , remember your reason & never forget ur principle. No mater what ur friends says about u , heck them . come on , r they gonna help u ? If not , then ask them to shut up coz u r left with ur self in the battle . If they still bug u , ask them to help u , i bet they'll runaway faster than the speed of roadrunner ... But if u had a hard time going tru this , write to me k . Jie will help u tru all … I promise ~

People who ONLY understand what dinnerjob is all about after reading this , stop degrading the girls , it is a clean job & I am not ashame of admitting it . Not proudly , but honestly … Sometimes in life , it is hard to understand how tough certain chapter can be … u r alone … not been left by others , but u choose to overcome the obstacles alone … and this … is life … coz when u r down with nothing ... u r down with no one ... (except YOU , my sincere frens who kept supporting me mentally tru friendster & im grateful ... )

Message to all of you …
If u ever looked down on someone just because they are doing something which u think u couldn't accept , then help them … lead them back on track again . But If u cant , it means that u r not even capable of helping them coz u dunno what to do with them , then do not look down on them … They are fighting for their life all by themselves , just like u and me … have u no heart ? Why if ur place was switched ... what would u do ? If u have a solution , then share with them ... Get my point ? Think …

Quotes for all of you :
Everyone takes on different tracks walking down their life … Just because they are not in the same road as you doesn't mean that they are lost …

Love you always …. Leng Yein