Hurtful messages from you ...... part 24

Dear friends who always take ur time checking all my blogs n captions n details , i blessfully thank all of you ... including those who dont know me but hate me or mistaken or misunderstand my life , i thank u doublely ~

There's so many different feed back that i get from people all the time . There's few people whom i specially wanna thank here among all of the people , U know who u r coz u ppl were the one siding me protecting me n believing in me no matter what others says . U TRUST me for what i wrote , for what i say , for what it seems n for what i did . Thank you ! Thank you ! Thank You so so very much coz YOU are the one keeping me going on no matter how tough my time was n is ...

People , i have so many things on my shoulder which u tot tat im just another pretty face ( which i think so many girls without titles still look better ) with titless n a egoistic life . Do u know something ? If i were to really give my heart out n taste the fame , i would have left Malaysia so long ago . I'll do anything i can do get what i want in life , if u like to think sideways then be it ~ Coz i believe that everyone does that all the time . If u dont do ur best , why r u here now ? Doing ur worst to type n login to friendster for nothing ? Come on ~ Im not stupid ~ Dont point ur finger at others when YOU are doing the same .

Everyone have this special chance to know big bosses so do i . But the decision lies on us ourself . If i really like the light , i'll be in china or hong kong now coz i have connections there , tat's y i fly about all the time u dumb ~ I dunno why im telling u this but its stated so clearly in my caption , what i really want in the end is always a simple family of my own . How can my life be simple if i know everyone around n seen all around . Do u ever see me in club ? Do u ever see me drinking ? Yes ? NO ~! Why ? Because my life is simple , i stay home , listen to my jazz , writing my diary ( and damn , whats ur prob , cant a girl write her diary , i've been writing it for years for heaven sake , its my time , my book , my pen ~! blek ! ) ( stop laughing ) , go mamak with my beloved lou poh waiwai , meet my sister Leng Sean n her bf for dinner n lunch when she's free , that's it ~! Simple . Ok , i admit , shopping sometime but so what ? Its simple ~!

Yes , i smoke socially but i NEVER drink nor like clubbing . But does it mean that a girl who're clean who doesnt smoke n drink is good ? Ask urself , press the ques close to ur heart n do the math my dear .

Im only 21 n i have to pay a damn list of things for people . Yes , my family my dear . I never had time off for myself until now . I travel working too . U tot its so nice ah ? Flying here n there huh ? Cool ? Yes , i made it cool coz i try to make the best of it thinking it was cool but hey , think ~! Where do all the money goes ? Not 100% for myself . I can never tell u how big my burden is but let me tell u this , my life aint easy AT ALL . I've climb but i cant fall too deep coz if i fall , r u gonna do the paying for my sake ? If yes then its easy , im gona give u just 3 little accounts now n u bank in sums to it every month , sometimes few times a month . Then i'll delete my account n u'll never see my annoying or PROUD face again . Cool ? High five ~ i can rest ~ Yes ~

U'll never understand my life my dear ( yes , those who hate me ) . My friends will love me n i love them too , i'll be there for them whenever they are down when im around , sorry if i cant b there when im not in town but i'll be there again when im back . MY FRIENDS know it very well . YOU dont know it coz u were never my friend n u duwanna be my friend . ( ya , u will b thinking now that WHO WANTS TO BE FRIEND WITH ME ) Then u know what , ask urself back , who wanna be ur friend . Then stop wasting ur time reading this n carry on ur life coz im always at least few hundred kmsss far away from ur perfect life .

U think i love writing my profile this way huh ? Then i ask u what am i gonna write when im always not around ? What i like to eat what i dont who i like who i dont what colour i like ? Hey , i do friendster because i's always away n whenever ppl ask me to send them my profile i am not free or convenient n this is the only perfect way to get my picture sent to their computers my dear . I have no big brains to remember all single details so they can get my full profile from here just cut n paste , easy n fast n simple , just the way i want it . If i have free time i would have do MSN already , why didnt i ?

I prefer few sincere frens than junk up strangers whom i dont even know by their face , not to mention remembering their name for christ sake ~ I met few really nice friends tru friendster n this makes me trust people in here . Just because of few who dont understand what friends for doesnt mean that u can get ur finger into my life . Never ! Coz no matter how much u wrote , there's 100 times more sincere people writing things to me than u now remember that .

Friends who correct me in a way , i really appreciate that . Coz u taught me my life , u make my mind clear of whats wrong or right . But people who judge me , u are never right n u know why ? Even if i did something wrong n u press it on so hard , ask urself , did i offend u ? If i offend u coz u dont like looking tru my profile then just block me ~! i dont care , im not interested in clicking u either now i tell u this ~! U tot tat im so proud , then ask urself , when u r writing these to me , u wrote it sincerely or because u feel angry n dislike me . Do u know me ? Are u my friend ? Then just advise n dont judge . Coz who do u think u r to judge someone else . If u r holding ur last breath n u r 70 or 80 years old , its ok coz u have been tru n seen too much n judging me coz u want to make me a better person . But for ppl in early 20s , before judging others , ask urself , why r u sounding these things out . You know what ? Coz things doesnt go the way u want it to be , to see , to hear , to know . But hardly did u know that life always go this way . We dont always get things we like the way we want it to most of the time , or should i put it this wat - all the time .

Your life is tough , i believe it so , and bare in mind mine too . Not to say twice as your but equally , ok ? Im PROUD ? Yes , proud to settle all problems with the help of true friends around me , who're always mentally there for me all the time like YOU ... financially ? I'll do it myself dont worry , wont call u out borrowing money from you :)

So , be it this way ... have it your way ...

Love you lovely people all the time ...... Leng Yein

Comments

[Brandon]

yea...title is just a name only. Hardworkship is the one everyone should take note. It's easy to say, difficult to do it.
People who just love and enjoy to backstabbing each others for fun or revenge...well u just continue to keep doing the GOOD job, coz we will know who is the one goind to suffer later.
Career come first...we have to be patient and work smart to achieve it.

Leng Yein - Let's go yumcha when u back in KL....sms me when u reach home...hehe

Cheer's up and be happy! :)

[KiNg FaRiD]

i know this is your career.this is your life and this is the way u are.juz ignore all the haters and keep going do whatever u like.in this life,we must go on and let the past left behind ok.i really appreciate in what u do,really.so go on and achieve more success in your life.good luck and take care.may god bless u.

[-ArIeS-]

jz dont give it a damn to those ppl who wrote u a hurtful msg...they just dont know what they are doing whether is correct or wrong...so just ignore them to make ur days brighter...hehe...=X
anyway, live happy will make ur days brighter and colorful..so forget those unhappy things which make u angry or unhappy....

always remember dont care what ppl said bout u, just be urself...then sure u'll be happy everyday... =)

[-Waynes Venus-]

Dear Leng Yein,

Well, there are many type of people in the world and sadly there are those who are hurtful ones.

But no worries leng yein you are still you, no matter what others say about you it doesn't change what you are to us..

As long life are happy and doing things that you feel wanted to.. that's you!

Along the way you'll find sincere ones that moves with you.

Haters are one who is jealous,
Lovers are one who is caring.

Regards
Waynes

[Capt ZuL]

Hey Leng Yein, just ignore all those people who've misjudged or had misconceptions about you... Most people these days only want to see things as black & white... They rarely take the time to see all the grey exceptions... People always like to jump to wrong conclusions about me too... and no matter what I do, they'll always find something about me to pick at... either they'll be spreading untrue rumours about me being a "player", stalker, gay or whatever else negative things that pops into their head... Even when I do things with good intentions in my heart, they'll somehow perceive it differently... During my college days I got stuck in between people spreading rumours about me being a stalker and those who're spreading rumours about me being gay... If I prove one rumour false, they'll automatically assume the other one is true even though the rumours they spread are untrue...So, after years of trying not to give people the wrong impression I decided to give up trying, and just be myself... It's a blessing in disguise for me because it helps me filter out all the people who accept me apart from those who want to "paint a bad picture" of me...

['-Ken]

Just care who care u.
Be happy.
Upload ur new pretty photos, I like to c ur photos.
I'll start my piano course next month. (Is it too late?)

[Vee-Kin]

Hi Leng Yein,

Some people are just so full of spite, anger and jealousy. Bah... to heck with them... You do what you need to do to get along in the world. If some people dont agree, it's just too bad. It's not like others agree with what they do anyway. Anyway, keep up what you're doing. You're doing good. Quite an inspiration for myself to get off my bum and do something... anything..

Btw, are you still performing in Sunway?

[SKy]

no words are more than just a single word

"enjoy your life to fullest,we all will be here for you"

[Amelia]

Dear..

Haven't seen u 4 a long long time adi.. I've been reading thru ur blogs and i think they're really sweet.. Ure a really strong woman n i salute u 4 it.. Stay strong and just ignore other ppl.. I've faith in u.. Take care yea.. *Hugs*

-Amelia-

[Eriko]

da true fred will stand by ur side without u explain....
"all by ourself"
Gal,kiss up ur life and stay cool.
God Bless

[DeEdEeI]

Gambateh ne~~~ pretty sis~ muaks..n always support u!!! oh ya..try to let go unneccessary burden...make thgs easy~~~ n always happy!!!

[Jefferson]

You've impress me from the day I was accepted into your friendster list. You're one pearl covered with mud. A person will only value you if they know & see you upclose & know you personally.

I would like to apologise you for being one of the person who sends you the clips. ^^
Was thinking of letting you hear some cool music I think was worth for you to listen & appreciate. Do take care & enjoy life. Cheers. Smile always =)

[Chris]

Hi Leng Yein..
i always read ur blog. seeing how u doing..? it`s nice to see you doing very well wit ur job.. i am just a one of those ppl ( not pervert..ah) who read ppl blog.. and see how their life is.. you take care now..

Cheers
Chris

[Highlander]

happy go lucky, dun care what others say. Just live life to da fullest.

When things dont kill you,
They make you stronger

[ahwenBABY]

yes girl~ these are the inspirations i'm talking about...

somehow, i dont really know u very well... but from the surface.. u're strong and independent. u dare to stand out for urself and still right abt it...

look at u and look at me.. we both are 21, and i'm still childish like i'm 16? =.=

dont bother what other ppl say... just forgive and let go. love your enemy like how u love yourself. someday, they will realise how they've been.

and if they dont, someday when judgement day has come, they will get their penalty... they'll be served.

so dun be sad k? smile always... u're always sweet with your smile...
*winks*

[Gerard]

thanksS for calling me by accident --> and asking me harlow is this fred. .guess u dun believe in saving numbers. but when the other day i called u back' . Actually today i am on mc hurt my right ankle really really bad sit in my chair moaning and groaning in pain right now as i type to you. But u said u were in taiwan already.

Busy .. busy again hope got chance to meet' up again even it's for a few mins for another photo shoot' ghahaha' u want the pics u took with me or not. i try to send to you somehow leh.

[runningoutof]

just BE who you are =)
always there for you!

karl __

[Nick]

my first time actually leaving a comment ^^ rock on girl.. ur words are inspiring =)

PS: how do i make this anonymous?

[JungleMan]

i don't want can i say...
becouse my english no good 1..
just wish u forever pretty n cool..

[Jade]

I really can't understand beautiful ppl.

I have been reading your blog on and off for sometime now. Got to know about you thru a mutual friend from KT several years ago (remember redang?). Always wanted to meet you but nvr had the chance. With my friend FFK, I will most probably never will. Hahaha.

Your latest blog is totally lost to me. You have a dream boyfriend (see part 22). You have a large number of good and sincere friends. Able to travel and see many places a good majority will nvr have the chance. Eat good food and exotic dishes(if you do eat that is)

Why give even a thought for ppl who have negative thoughts for you. They are not even worth the 15? 30 mins? it takes for you to write the blog. They are worth the few seconds to press the delete button.

I am most probably the type who you consider a "loser". Not very successful, not good looking and fat. Good friends that can count with 2 hands. One love of my life.

You on the other hand would be considered a "winner". Good looking, plenty of good friends, rich (which is a relative term, if you got lots of very very rich friends then poor), a love of your life. Have probably 50 to 100 times more then me in every department.

So why the time given to ppl who think bad about you. Such people dun deserve a second thought. There will always ppl who are in the "jealous" category trying to bring you down. If you are sad, then they have won.

I am satisfied with what I have. I hope you will one day be satisfied too.

Happiness is a state of mind.

[-HeNRi-]

Hi,leng lui... This are wht inspirations for im thinking about it...!
Somehow, i dun know u very well, but from wht im look ur face in ur photo album,im feel it u ar strongly and independent girl.U dare to stand out for urself and still right abt it...
Well,in this world there got a lot type peoples,sadly there are those who are hurtful once again.
Dun care other peoples wht there say n think abt u.U is u,not anybody can influence u wan... just forgive n let it go away,happy n lucky for u.
B4,im started join friendster yet,i got saw u photo in car magazine,oh.... u ar mitsubishi model.. u look very sexy n nice... im like ur smile face. So sweet oh...
may u try wear spectacle frame or sunglass,i just wan to look,how is it ur look like. Hope i can saw in ur latest photo album.... ;@)

Keeps in touch!!!!!!!!

[Dixon]

hey woman! u're one strong independant, goal oriented and may i say responsible individual that deserves the good stuffs from people surrounding u.. but hey! why bother the bad ones.. if the bad comments are constructive..then, take it by heart and learn to improve..if it is not.. leave it be.. =) thats how i run my life.. but anyhoos... i must say, u are stunning as a person, to have such a great career which u could carry all to a whole new level.. u SHOULD! =)

and last but not least...im sorry to budge in like this..as im a 'stranger'.. so i dont expect anything like asking u to add me as ur fren,..im just someone that just happened to read ur blog.. and dropped a msg.. lol! take care now sista.. ciaoz! all the best

[Charles]

Hi there Leng Yein! It was nice to have recieve a PM from you & I'm touched by your reply! We can never ever win with all the people in the World but what is most important is to take time to appriciate those whom inspire you and set aside those that do the otherwise!

Be STRONG dear coz LIFE is meant to be enjoyed most of the time & when the times are low then lay low!

Be thankful to God for all that he has given you & also for that he has not for he wants you to achieve GOALS in life!

See you soon & thanks for updating your blog! I'm a fan!

Charles

[-EuniceLee-]

Just be urself....never bother what people think about...remember! still got a lot friends that really k for u! =] always be happy! =]

[[EuniCeLee]]

[mAyLine]

wow leng yein...i realli like ur body and ur breast.
no offence though.... =)

[sham]

i kind of stumble into ur frenster, maybe coz of ur pic that attracted me, but once here, wat i can see is ur caption is better than ur pic no offense. and it prick my curiousity to dig deeper into ur blog.. so here i am..
i dont have time to read all ur past blog for wat had past let it be history.. but as for this one it seems to me that u r keeping hatred in ur heart.. cast it away and u shall find peace.

[wkhai]

Hey Hey... called u from TC a few weeks back asking for directions to some nice food :P nvm the misunderstanding about the photoshoot and the "khai who?!?" altho we've met like 2 or 3 times, never really had the chance to "get to know u" so that nxt time you won't go "khai who?!?" again :P

anyways... damn right you should be PROUD... you deserve to be proud of your achievements, NO MATTER WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY.

those who've met u and known u would know that you're not the 'lansi' or arrogant type, and that should be enough. TO HELL WITH THE REST ... don't let them get u down. Energy and time better spent on something else more worthy of your attention than those hurtful messages.

stay happy, stay vibrant!

cheers

[Jason]

Hi,chance upon this blog by chance.
From everything that you had mentioned about yourself,i feel that you have been through so much more,despite us being the same age.
Do not worry about what other feels about you, be true to yourself.
I don't think anyone would ever have a chance to experience what you have been through.So they have not rights to judge you.

Regards
Jason

[Thini]

babe, when can i see u?! we need to talk. when u pg mali? coming down to kl only on 17th nov.u'll be around? call me. hugz!

[Anton]

I drunk.. i smoke.. i'm clubing... i fart where ever i want ...

C'mon people !!!

i drunk with my own bottle!!!
i smoke my lung!!!
i'm clubbing my own hell!!!

So what you sick of me? i've nothing to hurt you!!!

i dont pray buddha ... but i know buddha bless me!!!

My ghetto gospel !!!

[-sHiNigAMi-]

IMPRESSIVE!! lol..all u guys here..I salute..u guys are one of the most hardworking peeps around i bet. All those efforts with the typing..geez, it muz have been tough..muahaha.keep it up dudes..with u guys around, typing will alws remain the trend.

regards,
P. Lucifer

[Charles]

Hi Leng Yin! Just saw your updated pics on your pics album. My goodness you have matured just over nite in terms of looks! Take care & keep in touch!

Warm regards,
Charles

[hello]

I think tat,they never hate u,i mean those ppl who worte u tat message,dun have qualified to hate u,coz,they hate themself dun have ur LUCKY.Yup,those ppl always did only childish things to make ppl angry or upset.For me,i will always pity for those ppl,watever they can't get,they jus sit there and complaint others who are really sucess.
Yup,there no perfect ppl in tis world.we alos make mistake,and some of the person will learn from mistake.When we face to every happen,although some of ppl make show their professional care to make our desition change.However,if something happen to us,we should have to face it ourselves,nomatter tat's true or false.

[vAne]

though i dunno u,n u dun even knw my existance before this. But i do really admire your motivation in ur life. I believe you are a bright person if u were to have the chance to go for further study. I can see that by reading at ur quote at ur photo caption......may good luck comes to u!

[Kenster]

heck, come to think of it, i cant really differentiate u and ur real life... *grins =)

[Jane]

im touched for what u've written here n solute for ur capability, who always have self-imporvment. I dont know you, but I hope to b friend with you one day, if there's opportunity. I love meeting brilliant people, with inner beauty and beautiful mind. All the best in ur future venture!~Good luck:)

[BriaNChilLeX II]

too long,lazy to read,
but i know u,and the world has eyes,u need not explain yourself to those who are blind.

[j o r d s]

Good hell of a post. Got all the emotions right! Just plain, simple, meaningful.

[Andrew]

i tihnk ur cool,from the pics tht u put in wif those words...
keep up the gd work man
cheers

[carol]

hi miss leng yein. i was introduced to others to read your blog as they said it was interesting. after readin it, i have to say i enjoy it and started to rethink of words u say. yeah people who doesnt smoke nor drink does not mean they r not good or wat. anyhow i do really enjoy readin your blog and it is like readin a very meaningful novel. (my enlgish not so good but when i said i enjoy i really do mean it)
cheers.

[Rick]

Dear Leng Yein,

we all know that life could be unfair at times and blissful at another. Just live it to the fullest, believe in yourself and do what you think is and do best.

Life may not be a bed of roses, it could be rocky sometime. But it is definitely not a punishment either. In fact, it is the most precious gift from GOD that anyone could ask for.

In order to avoid disappointment, while it is good to be ambitious, just keep your expectation low, appreciates every little things that happens to you and you will surely be contented.

Profound happiness is when it last, achievable when one is happy with one selves.

Remember, hatred is mankind's greatest weakness.

May GOD bless you.
Rick

[MC]

Hi Leng Yein,
My dear..actually i dun know u very much,i just get ur news from ur profile & blogs..I Love It..(,'')Thanks to sharing ur sadness & happiness to all of us ,although v haven meet b4..Muaks~

No 1 can be a 100% perfect ppl..N v also cant make ppls like on us easily,but wat can v do? just do wat v wan wat v like n no 1 have responsibility to make us happy besides ourself.. sometimes i will tell myself if someone dun like me nvm at least v r not enermy,mayb v can b a fren in 1 day..izit?
So go ahead,wish v have a winderful life..God bless u

Love,

MC

['-AinsLeY-']

You people have got to leave Leng Yein alone man...go get a life yourself. Leng Yein, you are too high above to even bother about those who are way below you. Have faith and stay strong...I know you will :D

Love,
Ainsley

[Allen]

nice to meet you here

[JuzzNotti]

Hey Leng Yein, don't worry too much about those hurt messages.....there are bound to be ppl like that...just take the good comments and throw away the bad....coz the only way to please a fool is to let him/her have her own way...wishing you all the best and every success is your endeavours.
xoxo

[JuzzNotti]

Hey ppl giving LY a hard time...don't judge the book by the cover, remember empty vessels make the most noise. on the other hand LY.....an open foe may prove a curse...but!!! a pretender friend is worse! In life sometimes a little constructive critisism is good...hang in there and juzz be youself.

[Edward]

One of the earliest advices I got from my mentors; there are 3 type of people you'll meet in your life time.
1. Those who positvely impact you
2. Those who negatively impact you
3. Those who don't make a difference

There will always be those who don't approve what we do, are constantly negative about it, put us down etc. There's nothing we can do about them and it's wrong to do anything to them. The key is in what WE do about the situation. I've met people who got laughed at so terrribly but those ridicule is the strongest motivation to move forward. Phrases like "If you can succeed, I cut my head down and let you kick it like a ball!", can be a very moving and directing motivation. I've read in a number of books that we are more affeted by negative motivation than positive motivation. Negatives burn a hole deep in our emotions and creates anger. Mold that anger into a burning desire to get the job done and success is just around the corner. Choose to let it burn out your fire and you've sealed the lid on your coffin. Leng Yein, you are a strong lady many people respect, not including those you've directly or indirectly helped. Think not of those negative comments. Keep your mind on the comments of people who are making a positive impact to you, helping you through your challenges towards your uptimate goal in life. In the end, it's not the wealth we accumulate but the number of people who are better off because we lived that matters. That's what true success is. Making a lasting positive impact in the lives of others. See you at the top!

[Karen]

This is my first time reading about you. But simply i don't know why, I like the way you are. Beautiful, talented and strong...

I can see you have many true frends encourage you and help you through. I would also like to drop a few simple words, to put a smile on you.

People who judge you are never right, i know why. Because you grow and become stronger everyday. I'm proud to know you.

[MaDoNNa]

love u leng yein even though i dont knw u n so do u...get well soon..

[Nikki]

hey gal, stay strong =) what you do, God can see, you will be rewarded when the time is right.. no need to bother what others say as those are not what made you.. You are who you are.. =) no need to waste time feeling sad/hurt if ppl say hurtful things, they just don't know you and wants to make a conclusion abt you. Keep fighting!!! I know you can!

-nikki-