Leng Yein's Blog

After 6 months , here i am again ... part 34

It has been approximately half a year ever since I wrote my last personal blog . Well , I guess it’s time again …

Hi everybody , I am Leng Yein , a 22 years old girl who came all the way from a small town , Kuantan where everybody just seemed to hate me so much the second they wave goodbye to me but were seen smiling the second I turned back and wave again *crazy*  Guess what, now after a year staying alone in this big city , heart of Malaysia , Kuala Lumpur , the same yet not so different situation had repeated itself again I guess …

I remembered when I had to leave all my businesses behind in Kuantan , family problems caused me owing the bank so much , came down alone to this place , having no place to stay , with RM600 in my pocket yet still got cheated , being runaway by my agent being the pianist in Sunway Pyramid Tower Hotel , so I gave up on the clean money and chose my path to do some dinner jobs here n there, having some sad thoughts alone at night at the cheap backpackers hotel along petaling street , be-friended all kind of women and girls all along the way , man , im glad it’s over now …

The birth of Models Magazine , for incidents that I’ve gone through myself all along the way , I’ve decided to start something to help those who’re going through the same path like me , at least , to let them know that they’re not left alone when they almost give up on everything . Things changes all the time , and that changes a person too … changes the way they look at things , changes the way they do things , changes their life , others life as well … life is not just about ourselves , its meaningful when you have a big family …

My life was just about myself back then , coz I felt that no one truly appreciate things that I have done for them , and backstab me after they got things that hey want from me . I felt so used all the time . But then I joined friendster , and impressively this little room changes me a lot . Not the FANS profile , but friends … Really nice people around the world gathering around my little room , keeping in touch all the time . I had never met most of my friends here , but most of them made me feel that my life are worth staying on , grounded and appreciated . Whenever I lost myself here n there , there’s only a click away to find myself again , here … And I start to feel that friends are not necessary those whom u met since you’re a toddler , but those who sincerely care when things happened to you , friends are there when u close your eyes , and you know that you’re not alone …

So to all the people who hated me even before they met me in person , it is ok . Coz I believe that the same thing happen to you too … Life goes on you know … the circle of karma too … Everyone has more about the same experience in life . States of life when u felt that everything ur parents says doesn’t seemed to click , everything ur boyfriend says seemed so right , states when everybody seemed to hate you or anti you , states where you seemed to be in the limelight all the time and everybody just loves you , states where everything seemed so unfair to you , states where everything u do had been accepted and your dream come true , states where you’d wished everybody understands the things that you’re doing , states when you don’t care about anything others says about you anymore , states where you start thinking hecking everybody and yourself is the only thing that matters to you , states where you’ll do anything just to get what you want , states where you start cursing for hours on little things that you’re unhappy of , states where you wanna kill yourself but you wanna kill that person who hurt u first before u kill urself , states where you cant even remember how many states there is in your own country , yes ? So , don’t be upset when few people around you want to ruin your life so bad . They’ll do everything to make everybody hates you . It’s ok . Someday somehow , same things happens to them and they’ll just blame others . They wont understand , coz if they did, they wouldn’t be backstabbers . Smile coz you are not like them =) Even if u don’t have that many friends as those people do , soon or later you’ll find yourlself a lot of true friends …

I’ve learned to do everything by myself , probably because too many people try to fail everything that I do , so I try my best not to allow myself failing myself again … Models magazine , from bottoms up , I’ve learned a lot from the people around me … And through this project , I am thankful because I’ve stepped a step closer to the mirror where I can see who had changed for the step that I’ve made. I am very thankful to all those who stood aside and watched me going through all the dilemma and being supportive when others try to fail this project . I heard people saying I am just trying to use other new faces to be famous ß Aih ! , I have sugar daddy behind my back ß thanks for imagining my perfect life , I am a good pretender ß thank you , I am very manipulative ß clap clap clap ! , that my money came from someone / somewhere else ß your bank ? , some people are trying to psycho people around me to stay away from the project … it’s a bit heartbreaking but it is ok , people have their own right to believe what they chose to believe so I’ll just stay out from the conflict I guess .

To those people who wanted to see Models Magazine fail so fast , have mercy please . It was out in market only for a day now . Can’t you only start cursing after , maybe a week ? At least a little chance for the poor project … The worst you can do is not buying it , but please don’t say that the new faces inside are not good enough , complaining about the new faces’ standards and qualities . Did you not know the actual purpose of the magazine ? To give a chance to those people who had been treated like dirt , like they’re nobody , like they’re never good enough . This is a chance where they can stand up for themselves and speak out to the world that they are worth something , that they are trying to change into someone better , they are good people. They are sincere , they are friendly , lovely , caring , loving . They learn , and they appreciate … If you keep teasing them , you are not making their life any better , do you want them to stay being low self-esteem all the time ? Why ? So that you feel good coz you know that you are better than them ? Why are you so mean ? If you don’t like to see them changing into someone better , you are so selfish . Imagine if you are one of them , how would u feel ? Put urself in other’s shoes sometimes … get the whole picture …

I do not mind how you go around telling people about me ( kindly remember that you do not know me and I do not know you too ) but please be kind for once not to bring those new faces down . For so long so many people had been mean to them , they’re suffering from being low self-esteem , always thinking that they are not good enough and they had to quietly suffer all that alone . Just for once , please , let them have a chance to breath and feel happy , and smile . They do not want to be a supermodel , they just want to be appreciated and feel good about themselves , that’s all . Is it too much to ask ? Have a heart , please …

To all the kind hearted people , public , medias and photographers , thanks for attending all the events of the new faces . You might not know what they’ve told me , with tears and laughter , they are very very happy , thankful and grateful for everything that you’ve done for them … I know some of you got fired by strangers who doesn’t support the new faces but all your effort are deeply appreciated by all of us . We will always stay grounded and remember all your kindness toward us . These new faces promised to keep changing and bringing their best to you , better and better as time comes . If there’s any faults during our process of growing up together in this family , I sincerely apologize to all of you . I know there is no excuse for making faults but I really do hope that you can forgive us because we admit that we are not perfect and we might make mistakes here and there along the way but we will accept our faults and we will learn , and not repeat our mistakes again … give us a chance … we will improve …

To all the people out there around the world , I know that some of you are too far to come all the way here to Malaysia to give some sincere support for the new faces but your love and care will always be appreciated and remembered .

It had been a meaningful journey throughout the whole process of the making of the first issue of Models Magazine … the ‘’behind-the-scene’’ and ‘’things-that-u’ll-never-ever-know and feel’’ experiences had left me so many unforgettable stories … and so many meaningful lesson and experiences in life for me …

Words can never tell how grateful we are to all of you … we owe you a lot , and we shall repay you by being a sincere and genuine friend … a family … for life … no matter where we ended up to be in the future … we are a family … and this family is growing … with love , care and sincerity … trying to make a difference by touching other’s life … learning to accept , care and love …

If everybody learned to love , this world would be so beautiful …

Love Always ,

Leng Yein

ps : To all our team who helped us along the way in completing the first issue of Models Magazine , YOU , made this happen ... i sincerely thank you so so so much and more ...

For those who wanted so much but never had a chance to be a model , we will fight for you ... Models Magazine second issue

Models Magazine is a project to help those people who wanted to be a model but has been treated unfairly , let down , teased at , looked down , laughed at , rejected , low self esteem , or those whom others tells you that you are not good enough . Models Magazine is purposely made to fight for you and showcases you to the world , we give you a place to start off with , a place where no one can reject you , because everything that we do , we put you up front and ONLY chooses OUR VERY OWN NEW FACES . This would also be a platform and a training basis for all the new faces who wanted to try out , experience and to be given a chance in the modeling industry . We are not an agency . Jobs & tasks given to you will not be charged a cent or taken a cent off your payment . We just want to see you fly high , coz that is our purpose . No one can say that you are not good enough because everyone can be beautiful …

We provide make over from head to toe . We make sure our models find their true self when they are with us . Just like a loving family . We want to see everyone smiling happily all the time , proving to others that they are just who they want to be . Building their confidence and pride by being just themselves .

Models Magazine is a platform and a short cut for all the new faces . We customize everything FOR you . We create jobs , shows and everything purposely for you . We do not wait . It would be best if the new faces are active and passionate . Coz we will be sending you to international pageants , shows and other magazines to be featuring you too . We take in total newbies , new faces who dare to dream , who aren’t afraid to try , to learn , to stand out and be counted . Do not worry that you do not know anything because we make sure you know everything .

We customize runways , shows , events , functions and pageants specially for our new faces . We send our models everywhere for jobs , runways , shows , competition , international scenes , pageants etc. , giving our models the widest coverage , maximum publicity and meaningful experiences . We dare to ONLY promote the new faces because we strongly believe that everyone should be given a chance to shine . We highly urge the public to support these new faces too .

Models Magazine is a quarterly published magazine distributed throughout the whole of Malaysia nationwide , Borneo , Brunei and Singapore . Our magazine features 50 new faces each issue . We select the most sincere and hardworking people in our list coz attitude and character plays an important part in this industry . Models are not just about the pretty face . You have to learn , adapt , improve , and move forward together with your batch of new faces all the time or you’ll be left out .

Our first batch’s models are very loving . They are like a family . No backstab , no jealousy , no dodgy things going on . Everyone loves everyone in this family . They’re some sleeping new faces too as they’re way too busy to be in this line so lets just say they are lovely too .

We will collect a payment of RM500 for each selected entry for buying yourself a page . Acknowledge that if you want something , never expect that you can get things done your way for free and others have to do all the work and then you can take us for a ride . We are very serious in our profession . If you think RM500 is too much , we wont offer any discounts as it is already half sponsored .

The mere charge of RM500 is compulsory as we will be providing you :

1. NO PERCENTAGE will be taken off for all jobs given to you . YOU WONT BE CHARGE A CENT for the jobs that we promote you to
2. A port folio make over pictures of you . All pictures taken will be given back to you after the magazine is published and distributed .
3. We will hold 2 launches on each issue and prepare you for proper runway preview to the public ( make over will be provided )
4. You will be given one full page of own profile in the upcoming issue of Models Magazine
5. You will be given your own port folio page ( changeable all the time ) , active personal email , blog & account in our official web page www.modelsmagazine.tv
6. You will be included in all jobs , media appearance , launches , parties , shows , runways , pageants , functions , and all the publicity that we customize for you .
7. ( If there is any )You’ll get products from sponsors @ shows , runways , pageants etc.
8. You will be given special models discounts @ our sponsors’ outlets
9. You will be given free passes to selected hang out spots ( the numbers of the spots are growing )
10. ALL the jobs that we propose will be given ONLY to OUR MODELS MAGAZINE’S NEW FACES from the day that you join till no dead line coz once you’re with us , we are a family .
11. If you are active , have good personality and presentation , you will get yourself another 2 extra pages for free in the following issue .
12. If you participated in any of our events , your picture will be up in the featured event pages in the upcoming issue too
13. We will be pushing you in a period time of 3 months during your own issue by holding a lot of shows , events and runways as your platform to modeling .
14. You can enquire about jobs , pageants , events and shows from us personally if you are broke .
15. If you have hidden talents , tell us . We have wide connections to promote you further .
16. Should you have any questions , we will be there to assist you . ( no silly questions pls )
17. We will open you up to the public and let as many people nationwide knows you.
18. We are not an agency . We do not tie you up . You can do whatever you like . You are FREE ! We just promote you and give you maximum publicity .
19. We will guide you personally if you are sincere . We will be guiding you in building your own confidence , and giving you advices and tips in modeling , making things easier for you
20. We will advice you if you are keen on your lifestyle ( changeable and updated ) , your most suitable personal make up and hair styles , and fashion
21. We will inform you on any updates through : friendster , email , or text messages . You have to update us with any changes of any above .
22. Models Magazine is the first and only project that promotes the new faces . We will promote you and give you maximum publicity that no one had ever did before .
23. No matter how bad you think you look , fat or thin , short or tall , ugly or beautiful . Everything can be improved and made better . Dear all , everyone can be beautiful … who dare to judge others when they are imperfect themselves ?
24. You can meet a lot of people from different fields , sponsors , designers , event industry’s people , new friends etc through us . They are lovely people . 
25. You will have more jobs opportunities .
26. Anyhow , you have to be active , passionate , understanding , helpful , tolerable , fun and easy going to have the best out of everything . If you are not active and passionate about your dream , it is very hard for us to promote you as you take everything as nothing by doing nothing about it .
27. A home that you belong , in our hearts . You will be part of our family , we will be having trips and day-out together . We’ll be all arms open if you’d loved to join . For those who are feeling down and sad , your secrets and sorrows lies with us and ends here … we love you for who you really are , despite your past , your present or your future … just be yourself … coz you , are beautiful …

We do not accept :

1. People with bad attitude , just sits there and expect dreams would just pour on them ( go dream )
2. People who are demanding . Do not demand a V.I.P treatment . If u cant even wear a 3 inch heels , start practicing today coz no models gets V.I.P treatment for not delivering the basics .
3. People who are irresponsible . Do not be late / not turning up for the show last minute / without a notice . Be professional
4. People who doesn’t want to accept new lessons and experiences in life . You have to always learn , improve and push yourself further and become someone better coz you can do it ! ( besides us guiding and motivating you , you have to motivate yourself too )
5. People who backstabs and complains all the time . We are a family . If you don’t like being loving , understanding , and friendly please leave us alone .
6. People who expects everything from us , that they can be an international model or a superstar . Darling I have to tell you this , you either have to be very tall or very uniquely talented . We promise only maximum publicity and promotes you . Not guarantee your success . Coz your success is based on how much effort you’ll be putting in .

People who doubt us . If you think that we are trying to take advantage of you , kindly do not join us . ( There’ll always be people who wants to fail this project . It breaks our heart when we know that . So if you have any doubts on our purpose on helping the new faces , do not join us . Kindly attend our events and support the new faces . Your support means a lot to each and everyone of them . I sincerely thank You )

ps : More details about our family magazine kindly read tru my previous blog . TQ

love,

leng yein

Models Magazine Grand Launch @ Ruums on 22nd Dec 07 !

Models Magazine Grand Launch Party . Biggest Models Gathering Ever in Malaysia !!!

Everyone , please buy ticket to support this project or else i'll be dead selling my puppy dog off just to continue doing this project for the girls .

Ticket Price : RM40 + complimentary drink

Venue : Ruums , KL

Date : 22nd Dec 07

Time : 7pm - ???

7pm - Models , new faces scouting . Who ever got scouted will be called for the featured 50 new faces for second issue ( The featured Models will be called for a proper shoot not on that day okay ADUI ! ) But those girls who are not chosen to be in the 50 new faces will be shot by the photogrphers in family-like pictures ( smile smile hug ur girlfriends ) and pictures of more than 100 over girls will be up in the second issue launching page (even if u didn't get into the 50 new faces or u r already a model then ur pic will be in the launching pages in second issue ) hehe , this is the best i could do. More than ( i also dunno how many ) mediaSSS will be there to shoot u girls so dont be late coz i aint gonna wait my dear ( Ok , my darling Model frens n celebrity can enter for free but if u can support better lah *big big smile* )

8pm - OK now , shooting stops . Girls , call ur friends n ask them to come coz show is about to start. Settle down , chit chat , exchange numbers , ask for jobs from the other girls . Guys , u can start checking out girls now .

8.30pm - VIP bla bla bla whoever who have to be there , wanna be there , forced to be there , is suppose to be here already. Dont be late coz im gonna wrap u with the red carpet !

9pm - I know it's boring but im gonna go on stage / podium talk crap for abit thanking each n everyone of you .

9.15pm - dont worry my crap aint gonna last for 15 minutes , im not ur mummy so not gonna nag . Lingerie parade by the girls ... pheweeett ! support support. If u r kind enough then please , clap for the girls . Dont just stand there lah ! Allow to drool , allow to comment , allow to shout , but if u wanna scold my girls u better just go to toilet n look into the mirror . Dont create Havoc k . Support the girls , not bringing the girls down =) Thank you

10pm - Im not good in timing so i guess more about this time we gonna gather ppl n take group pictures . OK FINISH ! Girls go around say hi to everyone , drink , dance , club , smoke ! happy ending !

Good ? Ok ok , got lucky draw and maybe some surprise or whatever ... come n then u'll know . im still stressed up doing some thinking here

PLEASE : Dont ask for free ticket or im gonna sell you off for auction just to continue supporting this project for the girls . RM40 is a contribution , not so much about paying an entry . So , r u supporting the beautiful people in malaysia or not ?

If YES , help me sell the tickets n let me know of the quantity i'll get it passed to u. if NO , thank u very much and hope that u’ll support us by buying our magazine for RM15 then . hehe ~

love,

leng yein

www.friendster.com/lengyein

forward this message ... paste paste n tell everyone ! Spread the news … MM needs you …

Help me sell the tickets n support the project. Let me know the quantity of tickets u need . Message me n i'll pass it to you =) Your support means alot to everyone ... especially to the new girls ... yes , me too ... May god bless you always …

Note to students : If u would love to come and support ur friend but got no money , tell jie . I give u free entry k =) We love beautiful people , support and sincerity . If u r sincere but are not capable , it is ok =)

Note to Medias & Photographers : It's free entry for you guys =) i'll also prepare food & drinks for yah . U guys are our V.I.P coz without you , there'll never be a chance for the girls to be seen . After the event , PASTE THE PICTURE EVERYWHERE ! Let the girls be noticed , seen , and recognized . We sincerely thank you =)

Note to public : As this project is fully funded by me , im only 22 and i am not that rich to keep on supporting this project alone . I need your help . All of you . We'll put a small box at the entry , if you are kind enough , kindly contribute some in the box to keep this project going on . Help the new faces , give them a chance to shine ... keep this project going on ... MM needs you ...

Love,

Leng Yein

FAQ of Models Mag ... part 31

FAQ / Frequently Asked Questions : *headache*

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If u r willing to proceed a payment of RM500 if chosen , send ur profile to modelsmagazine@gmail.com for selection

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This is my self funded project to help malaysian new models ( read my part 30th blog for full information ) . The RM500 will be used to promote u , print the mag , holding beauty pageants , feature u in the magazine with ur profile , give u maximum publicity & let ppl recognize u . U'll be our official Magazine Model . We wont force u to pay , if u dont want , dont send us ur profile , we will only select ppl who support this project by paying the RM500 .

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We provide designer wear attire , professional make up artist , professional hairstylist & experienced photographer . We'll discuss about ur style & create a scene for you . Venue , Style , Fashion , Scene will be all different for everyone ...

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4. Can i not pay the RM500 & join the pageant ?

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No . We are going to organise few pageant where ONLY new models who participate in the shoot are allowed to join & there'll be alot of titles been given out so you have bigger chance of grabbing a title & easily get higher paid jobs in the future . We wont allow participant from outside to simply join in . We only support those who support this project to win & achieve more ...

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5. I have no experience , im fat , im ugly , im new , im whatever ...

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Please , We will photoshop ur pic till it's perfect , we'll groom & teach u the poise . Make up artist are gonna make u beautiful even if u look like a rabbit , Hairstylist are gonna make u fly , Photographer will catch ur best angle , We know what to do with u , if u r that BAD , u wont be chosen so please , stop writing unrelevant things , everyone's busy .

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6. How many pictures does the photographer shoot & the models take back ?

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Unlimited shoots n the models take back a GOOD ENOUGH QUANTITY. But not thousands n thousands for each . Come on , we only do things which make sense ~ IF the pic blur blur u want for what lah aiyoh ~

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7. What pageant r u holding ?

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Co-Organiser for :

Hot Legs ( Mardi Gras One Utama )

Race Queen Search ( One Utama )

More than 10 titles to be grabbed

Our Main Titles :

CoverGirl Search

CoverGuy Search

Faces of the Year ( guy & girl )

Models Of the Year ( guy & girl )

Man Hunt

There'll be more than 35 titles to be grabbed , wish u all the best

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8. What job are u offering ?

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TVCs , Print Ads , Brand Ambassador , Poster Shoots , Catwalks , Product Launches , Events , Car Queens , Club Ambassadors , Promoters , Dancers , Singers & Bands ... u name it we'll do it ~ All the profiles we have with us will be highly recommended & promoted ...

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9. When will the MAG be out ?

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In few months time ... We need time to secure every aspect & present to you our very best ~ We hope that u'll be in time to witness the creation of all the beautiful ppl who spent sleepless nights just to complete this project before 2008 kick starts ~

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10. Why so long lah ?

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I let u choose , u want ur '' WwaAAHhhHH '' go long long or ur neck grows long long ? Think ~

Models : U want us to simply shoot u n rush tru all for ur hard earn money & compile a cheap book with ur face in or u want a glamorous kick start ? Think ~

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Before end of October . But the candidates will be selected based one first come first served basis . So models , send ur profile to modelsmagazine@gmail.com a.s.a.p ( ehem , bare in mind u have to pay RM500 , dont 8 chicken blind ok ~ read the blog , dont waste both our time tq )

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12. How can i contribute & offer my help ?

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To support YOU as well , We're offering credits for amateur fashion designers , creative make up artists , passionate hair stylist a post to be in our mag & be pushed ...

ANYONE who're willing to contribute or ADVERTISE in our magazine . Relevant sponsors are welcomed too ...

Magazine for NEW Models ... part 30

To all the new faces in Malaysia ,

I am once a newbies myself ... Staying in this position right now really shatters my heart ... look at the girls now ... they get low paid jobs , stupid agents cut alot of their pay off , girls con girls collect the payment doesnt wanna pay other girls , man pretend to be agents and do stupid things , irresponsible middle person take advantage of new models , new models do stupid things to get the fame they wanted but end up getting cheated, taken advantaged of but still remain quiet but depressed , the newbies will only be seen in low-paid jobs , and only the famous & recognised faces will have the chance to be featured & seen everywhere. if i were to list out all , it will be pages ... i am very sad because alot of girls came to me and tell me all these in the 5 years of me being in this line ... i have no power to change ur life , but i am trying my best to help you ... helping us , the MALAYSIAN MODELS to speed up their dreams , to be seen by others , to be remembered , to prove themselves someone , belonging ... loved , and respected ...

This mag started because i do not want to see malaysian model industry falling apart ...

all the magazines u see , featuring the same girl over n over again . Even new models , they'll get all the jobs in that period when they're up , they're everywhere ...look at the most of the event girls, the non famous ones have no chance at all .. they just remain giving flyers , serving drinks lah , like what ? RM60 one day , OMG ~ what is this ?

So anyone who understand the purpose of this project ... stand up for urself ... if u think u can offer some help , try to help ... be our crew ... everyone is welcome ... Our magazine needs u , beautiful ppl , both in n out ... sincerely

The Magazine Cover Girl search is a new idea for building a platform for all MALAYSIAN NEW MODELS to become a model and to shine , offering them opportunities , giving them secured & well paid jobs , opening up bigger chances for them to be spotted and well recognised by all Malaysians ... and only NEW faces will be accepted ...

This idea came out because we studied the problems Malaysian Models are facing . Alot of newbies doesn't have a chance to appear on magazines and papers as there're too many professional models out there and it is hard for them to be spotted & featured . But we cant possibly take in all request so what we're gonna choose the one we think stands a chance to do well in this line . What we're gonna do is to promote those girls who wish to be a model but have no chance to ~ Wasting their money taking unsufficient pictures which gets them no where .. wasting their time , their money , their dream ... time is precious for a model , and we wont allow that to happen . And u cant get jobs by sending candid handphone-taken photos *OMG* what r u thinking ~ No ~

We are offering a very cheap half sponsorred package of RM500 , a photography session by our key photographer , a copy of all the photos that u've taken will be given back to you & we'll pick the best ones that u've done to be featured on the magazine . giving u a full page of everything about YOU , ur portfolio , ur pictures and also a special tag line for u . We will select around 50 - 70 models , all NEW FACES

U can then get the magazines at any news stands in malaysia except sabah & sarawak (we're still pending whether we want to include it in) . Ur database will then be sent to few chosen webpages and active forums to be featured & promoted . Besides tru internet , we will forward ur data to few of our appointed agencies to look out for suitable jobs and advertisement , print ads , posters , etc etc . for u.The reason for our action is to open up more chances to give u maximum publicity and appearances, and also to let u stand a bigger chance of getting more jobs & exposure ...

We need at least 200K to complete a complete magazine so please dont try to take advantage from us ... we're helping u , if u add up the burden we will just cancel off this project n i wish u all the best by urself ... u have a photography session + a full page of yourself in the magazine. We're gonna create different feels & designs for each girl ... Once u r selected , u have to pay RM500 during the shoot, thats the best we could offer u , we give u back all ur photographs , a designed profile in the magazine , in few forums , in few webpages,u r a magazine MODEL and that counts in ur experience ( Haha , u can add into ur profile when u wanna send ppl ur port folio )

ATTENTION : If we picked u , u are SURELY featured in our magazine ... we do not simply shoot ANYONE & feature them up ...

We will have a few upcoming beauty pageants & also ADVERTISED models party launches where mediaSS will come and u might have a chance to appear everywhere - magazines , newspapers, featured forums , huge gathering for beautiful people. BEAUTY PAGEANTS ~ Pageants where ONLY the NEW models can participate ... Pageant where the judges are the readers , our friends , ur family , and ur supporter ... It will be clear and FAIR ~ Nothing will be hidden from u ...

GUYS : The man hunt is on ~ All NEW MALE MODELS of Malaysia

This will be the first magazine who only accept NEW faces ... and our success will be based on how many supporters will there be , supporting all the MALAYSIAN models ... we are betting on hopes , dreams , and chances ... so help us pass the message around ... help urself up by helping us

This will be the first blog on our magazine ... a year from now , i hope that this project goes well ... and all you girls would be seen everywhere ... smiling & shining ... i love you ...

This is my dream ... our dream ...

love always ... leng yein

PS : If u r in business , u will know tat it is a SURE RUGI FIRST to start a magazine without any support from big company , and ur support is only mental support , money still goes from own pocket ... magazines will only get their return after years ... and to start one , it needs alot of money ... the hard work n stuff is not a prob for us ... the purpose of this magazine is to help out the malaysian Malaysian Models ... but if we do not have enough support for it , we will call ALL of this off ... so dont u try to sound like we're EARNING ur RM500 buck , u wont get this publicity with RM500 buck out there , and we are sincere in helping ... not cheat ur RM500 bucks aiyoh , dont ask for free , besides if ur dad sponsor our printing fee ... come on , u go and snap some pics outside also more than RM500 lah , and u get nothing n u r not a Magazine Model . Think ...

COMMENT AFTER U READ THIS , U R THE REASON WE CREATE THIS MAG SO U HAVE THE RESPONSIBLE & RIGHT TO GIVE SOME IDEAS ... IF THIS MAG HITS BIG , U SHOULD SMILE WIDELY BECAUSE U R THE REASON BEHIND IT's SUCCESS ... U R PART OF THE MAGAZINE ... god bless ..

If u agree on proceeding the RM500 , send ur profile to modelsmagazine@gmail.com ... Our webpage will be out soon ... photography session starting in two weeks time ...

Darkest Secrets *laugh* ... part 29

Simple , if u wan2 to do something , no one can force u coz it is ur choice in the end , but if u think the choice that u made will cheate havoc or gossips that u can handle , do not do it then and regret later ... i live my own life , didnt hurt urs ... coz like it or not it is my life , not yours ... i wont reveal ur secrets , only mine which i dont actually agree on these are consider secrets as i dont have any . Whatever u hear about below was never secrets , if u heard about it , it MUST HAVE started it because i told YOU ... and YOU tell ppl , and yada yada yada ... Anyway , it is my right , u cant sue me for telling ppl what my life was all about ... and u know why am i telling , coz YOU ask & this is ur answer ...

For the 3 year plus in friendster , I've received a lot of questions regarding my business & my personal life . I don't want to repeat things over and over again so im gonna post this up & answer the same question . I have nothing to hide from u as this is not bout breaking the laws , I have nothing to lose coz if u dont like what i did which doesnt hurt u , it is ur life , ur choice , and i am at no right to brainwash u … if I dare to do it , I dare to admit it . If I say yes , it is a Yes . And if I said no , it's is certainly a No .

My Businesses :
I wont elaborate on this. Im not that kinda person who goes everywhere telling ppl as though im an entrepreneur ... aiyoh , Beh Tahan Nia. Hello , I am just trying to have a life here. Stop questioning me,I hate it ok. If u don't know how I made it then it simply proves that u r not a sincere friend coz people who knows me, know - my life suck ~ but in a way , sincere friends like YOU popped up & helped me along the way ... and ended up like this ... Yes, everything that i am today ... exist because of YOU (only for sincere ppl la ) … -end-
Ps : All of u r invited to my mamak's opening around September … if u'd already added me up, kindly keep an eye on the bulletins … Everyone is invited , it'll be fun ~

Plastic Surgery :
Everyone knows that I did boob lifting , nose job & dimple surgery . Why ? Coz whenever they say ' hey I wish I have that boob ' and I'll reply ' cheh , it's fake one ' . Girls , even Guys , if u r my real life friend u know lah ... till everyone around me tells me ' wei , dont go around telling ppl lah' then i will tell them ' aiyoh , if i dont wanna answer them, they think im lansi . If i answer them , they'll ask me the price coz they wanna do also' ... so , if u r so interested in knowing , why cant i tell . think . but when i tell , u help me free-advertising around , i wanna thank u coz u make me wanna start a plastic surgery one-stop station . HaHaHa ~

Ok , skip skip skip . Plastic surgery is not good for u as it will defect ur body system , u gotta take your own risk . If ur job requires u to do so , let the company pay for you & search for the best & take the lowest risk . Yes , there are still risks … It's not original so don't expect it'll be the same darling .
First, its in my family gene that me & my lil sister have big boobies . So , stop asking why i have big boobs originally even before the lifting ... coz I asked my mum so many times & she asked me to ask my grandma so Okay , skip skip skip.

First lessons : Big boobies will sag, yes, because of gravitivity. I don't like sagging boob so I decide to do it, never because of my profession, fully on my own preference. If u don't like it, go spend money and do it. Stop complaining. If u like it, message me and I'll tell u more about it. Mine has no implant , simply just muscles stitching. Second : My nose. Aiyoh , I still can feel my nose la for Christ sake ~ No it wont fall off like Michael Jackson's lah ... tsk tsk tsk ... The Process : Just a cut beside & they'll stuff a bone-like thing in , the surgery – less than 1 hour and I can go shopping oledi. Yes, I witness the whole process coz I requested. Why i did my nose : Originally my nose is doing fine thank you but i am a chinese so i have flat nose lah then I prefer a taller one so i went & get it done loh , simple ~ But it's my nose not urs so it's my right and i didn't offend u coz it's not tall enough to hide KLCC from ur view la , My GOD ~ . Third : My dimple. Yes , dimple can be done in less than an hour of work. I am not dosed to sleep so this is the second surgery I undergo by witnessing the whole process & trust me it was fun ~ Just by three stitching at each side & the string will break lose by a month & the result - 3 years & yes , if u wanna maintain u gotta pay & do it again . Yes , u gotta pay to do it again. There's no lifetime warranty on dimple ( if u happen to know one , please tell me Wakakakaka )

Don't ask me how much all these costs . Prices differs from different countries . Yes , I went all over the world for it . Hey , I love traveling . It's my money & don't u dare question how I got it , I work kay … if u think I have rich man all over the place PAU'ing me then *shout* go get urself one ~ Man I tell u , you gotta be crazy . U know why ? We're a family la ~ YOUR FATHER gave me money hahaha ~! *laugh rolling on the floor* Get that my dear ? Respect yourself , regardless of man or woman they WORK HARD FOR THEIR LIFE . Live with that or die with it ~ How many ladies around u who doesn't work ends up happy ? And there again , think … U are a woman , we are your kind too ... Does it help degrading ur own kind when others doesnt offend u ?

Dinner Jobs :
More than 70% of the models u see in papers , magazines & events deals with it. U get paid having ur dinner with people. Job scope, u attend a dinner with other girls depending on how many girls the agent requires , u sit down & open ur mouth & eat . But u get paid for it . Celebrities & Artists are doing that too for decades . The only thing that is different is the price u're paid for . No , it is not HOOKING AROUND . Yes , some girls do hook after dinner but that is their choice . Is hooker not a human ? Respect that ok ? If it doesn't hurt u , u have no right on other's life . No questions asked , if they wanna do that , who are u to question them ? It is by all mean their life … So , whoever is reading this now , if u r in dinnerjob line too , don't backstab other girls just to protect urself . It is very selfish . If I ever get to know that u r backstabbing other girls who does it & praising & swearing that u will never do that , come on , it is just a dinner , what r u trying to prove ? u're so guai guai ah ? If u r not in this line or WAS in this line before how in the world would u KNOW that who or who or who is in ah ? U think we're stupid & never thought of that point ? Before u even get to ur last sentence the wise ones already degreaded u totally , because u have no respect for others & that u r so selfish ... u try to bring others down by draggin urself up , but if u r that good , u dont even need to promote urself ... If u just play ur part , no one will tell anyone u're in it coz 99.9% of the girls who're doing this never reveals to anyone coz they're afraid that ppl will have a different perception on them.

I started doing this last year coz something happened and I needed a big sum of cash. To my friends , sorry that I only tells u after I've been tru it all but im an aries , I don't beg ppl . U know me *big big smile* Yes I run my business & I have money but I need not explain further on this issue why do i still need to get extra money by doing this. My friends know the reason behind that . I stopped dinnerjobs long time ago coz I've settled all the debts which is not my problem *darn but I have to do it* & carry on my life , yes , back on track straightaway coz I know what im doing & for what purpose .

Girls , if u r new in this line , be mind strong . Know what u r doing & what kind of people are u dealing with . Don't be innocent , u can only pretend to … Don't get influenced , it is ur choice. Whatever u do , be clear on ur purpose , remember your reason & never forget ur principle. No mater what ur friends says about u , heck them . come on , r they gonna help u ? If not , then ask them to shut up coz u r left with ur self in the battle . If they still bug u , ask them to help u , i bet they'll runaway faster than the speed of roadrunner ... But if u had a hard time going tru this , write to me k . Jie will help u tru all … I promise ~

People who ONLY understand what dinnerjob is all about after reading this , stop degrading the girls , it is a clean job & I am not ashame of admitting it . Not proudly , but honestly … Sometimes in life , it is hard to understand how tough certain chapter can be … u r alone … not been left by others , but u choose to overcome the obstacles alone … and this … is life … coz when u r down with nothing ... u r down with no one ... (except YOU , my sincere frens who kept supporting me mentally tru friendster & im grateful ... )

Message to all of you …
If u ever looked down on someone just because they are doing something which u think u couldn't accept , then help them … lead them back on track again . But If u cant , it means that u r not even capable of helping them coz u dunno what to do with them , then do not look down on them … They are fighting for their life all by themselves , just like u and me … have u no heart ? Why if ur place was switched ... what would u do ? If u have a solution , then share with them ... Get my point ? Think …

Quotes for all of you :
Everyone takes on different tracks walking down their life … Just because they are not in the same road as you doesn't mean that they are lost …

Love you always …. Leng Yein

The Fall ... part 28

I believe that the true test of character is not how much we know how to do , but how we behave when we don't know what to do. There's nothing such as a certain right or wrong , it solely depends on how u want to put it and let it be ... does right or wrong really matters anyway ? What do u earn from winning ? Is it worth the part that you're losing ?

When you're at the most downside of your life, u tend to see things clearer. Coz each move u make mean so much , so much more than the same move u take during normal days. It can be the same topic , the same discussion , the same joke , the same thoughts , regardless of whether it's u or others , one wont understand until we're left alone n stuck in the situation .

No matter what other says , no matter what other does doesn't seemed to bother or matters to u anymore. Coz the decision that u make lies on nobody else in the world but u ... n the pain that u bear , gosh , makes u felt so heartless ... dying ? It doesnt matters anymore , my heart dies the second the decision was made final ... it'll be alright soon ? i dont think so . This incident breaks me apart ... For these 22 years of my life , i never felt so torn before . I know i could never mend all the pieces back together , it was never meant to be mended ... it were never to be accepted ... wasn't given a slight chance to , im sorry , im so so sorry ... God ~

I felt as though i have no heart ... where have all the love gone ? For all my life i've been loving everyone else around me , but why is it so different this time . I am so lost ... this is the best for everyone ? But what about me ? What about ... oh my god , where is all the love ? Where is justice n fairness ? What about my life ? What about how i feel ? What about my dream ? I really break apart n fall this time , deep n hard ...

God bless all of you ...

May you find peace , love & care ... I will never forget you ... never ... I Love You so much ... so so much ... im so sorry ... so very sorry ...

Love,
Leng Yein

Birthday words from my heart ... part 27

Dear friends ,

It's my bday today ... im happy for things that im lucky enough to have got and have ... Been locking up myself in my room for 3rd day now since my trip to ktn for my earlier bday celebration . Able to complete my friends acc mslengyein@yahoo.com for my bday just for u =)

Happy birthday to me my dear friends , myself ... It's been such a roller coaster journey for almost one year after i'd shifted to kl .

Greatest love to all of you ... especially you my dear waiwai thanks for calling me up just now right on time dont need to rush the astro guy thought =) hehe , Sean Sean my princess thanks for thinking of accompanying jiejie n afraid that jiejie no ppl teman n i guess u r right coz tonight after my bday dinner jiejie will be alone =) but it's ok , and thanks for being there Jesus dont drive so fast if u accident who gonna bring me out for makan at mamak ah ? Hehe =) Dear Jefferson,right in time again i suppose , ur boss gonna fire fire u with cam cam if u run outta Phileo for me =)

All the girls n guys from my room , yes u know who u r , we kept in touch no matter how far we are n regardless of some we never even met before but are friends for years through this lil room , thanks for taking ur time n 20 cents sending me a birthday wish ... im very very touched =~~~)

Ps : Thousand thanks *big big smile* for all the wonderful n thoughtful messages , testimonials n smsS from all of you =) By remembering it meant alot ...

Love you always ,

Leng Yein

My 2007's Blog ... Part 26

Ehem ehem … my first 2007 blog .

Kick starting a better *silent* or worst year . Flashing back at those new faces , old faces , familiar faces , and always there – the “wish-not-to-see-them-again faces” ~! Haha ~! God just love us so much sometimes ya ~ Well dear friends , are you happier now or the other way round ? Why ? Plan to make it a brighter one ahead ? You should , you know ? Coz 2007 will be over soon before u even realized it . Just like how 2006 had left us in a glimpse of light *sight* one year by gone … More backstabbers if ur life seemed to be better in their point of view , more friends if u shine among others , more tasks if u r more capable than the rest , more responsibility coz we’re growing up , more cash cash cash coz we worked harder than before , less steps to succeed our dreams n reach our goal , less worries coz we’ve seen more than before , happier coz we don’t care about tiny things happening around us , happier coz we’re a better n stronger person now than before , sad because time ticks away so fast that we cant be able to grab hold every second n spend it worthwhile , sad coz we’d lost our chance due to our mistake , but no matter what’s the outcome , WE are better now … coz we learn from our days … from time to time …

This year , I wish all of you nothing but striking the very best of yourself and achieving all the tough tasks n succumb hard times and downs , ending year 2007 with tears touches ur heart … voice within telling urself that there’s nothing to worry about now , coz you are stronger … I’ll be here in the corner of the world , praying for ur safety n strength alongside u and overcome all the impossible making everything possible … I believe in you … all of you , coz u r my FRIEND …

The sweet ones who’re walking down a rough path in their relationship , have faith in YOUR love … let it lead the way . If it had to end someday , let all of us just pray that the SOMEDAY will come much later … Give a chance to both souls having to pass the test of love … People who ended their relationship recently , pick urself up again , fill those missing pieces by knowing what have u done and not in the past that leads to where u’re standing now and don’t repeat the mistake again in the future … People who felt like it’s time to start a new relationship anytime from now , I’ll ask cupid to aim accurately and shoot ok ? May all the best of luck be with all of you in this very fresh new year of 2007

Im more focused n clear on what I want now . And im very happy coz I have had you people walking alongside me for every step I take … all of you have been so supportive n lovely to me . Thousands of thanks n kisses showered n dedicated specially to YOU , humbly from no other than this lady , me … I know that the economy will be slowing down n reach quite a peak this year but I would like to wish all of u never-the-less than all the best in everything you do and will be very very very lucky ~! Be patient and your time will come to you very soon . Hey , best things always come when u least expected it to ~! Remember this , from me ok ? Girls , I’d moved in to my new condo . If u’d like to join me for a swim in the pool kindly let me know ok ? Then we can go makan makan =)

Kicking start 07 , there’s few people that I would like to thank apart from all my lovely friends who stood by me side-by-side all the time . To these people , I hereby dedicate my words to you …

My dearest Lou Poh Zai a.k.a Apple a.k.a Waiwai a.k.a Lim Kah Hui a.k.a Karena a.k.a My Manager ( fui yoh ~! )

There’s always something about pieces . Soft and sensitive yet wise n smart . Thanks for all your love , your trust , your care , your surprises and your understanding . No matter where I am , I know that I still have someone whom I can count on . Hey , 24-7 on call ain’t an easy task weih ~ My life that im going through now really proves that u’d put in alot of effort n it make a different , a lot sometimes . Sometimes I even wonder , why do we always ended up in Redbox one ? Aiyah *laugh* Eh lou poh u know or not , y we so ‘so hai ‘ one ? Aiyer … now only I know why god create u n me , to wrack the world man ~! We’re fated together forever de ~ Hahaha , u cannot runaway from me ( ngiak ngiak ngiak ) Wei , why we always laugh non stop when we’re together one , weih ah , why ah ? U begin to love ur job eih , wei , fast lah ~ yes yes ~ hehehe ( u guys wont understand what we’re writing coz haha ~ its our SH language ) She’s a very very good singer eih , come come text her n she’ll ended up with u in redbox (waiseh ~! ) yes , I’ll probably be there with u too … we’re unseparatable ~! WUahahahaha ~ Eih , y u always come my house n break my things one ? U cannot find the hole ? Nah , there lah ~ Hahaha ~ My oh my , my dearest lou poh , u’re the best n the sweetest . From the day we came down to kl together n start over our life , hugging together in Petaling street crying ( wah sai ) Aih , shit , u still remember anot ? Until the day we go shopping here n there , having so many same same things , having so many same same stories , same same underwear ( WAH ) , same same experience ( WHAT THE DUT ~! ) , hahaha , always laugh at ourselves , eh nonono , always laugh at yourself ( Wuahaha ) ok lah , I laugh u u laugh me ok ( An Yong Eh Sai Ah ? ) Actually she’s beside me when im half way writing this paragraph of her …But I wanna tell you ( Eh , dun finish my sugus lah weih , what am I suppose to eat later ? ) ok , continue , I wanna tell you ( Yes , Hai Yan ) that u’re the bestestestestestestestestestest ( Ashma , chiak lat ) friend ( Yes , Lou Poh Dai Yan ) I’d ever have =~~~~~~~~~~~( ( Damn Kam Thung ) Muah Muah Muah

My Beloved Geng ( Brian , William , Jesus , Leslie , Calvin , Shaun , Chee Yang , Andy , Tiffany )

Thanks for all your time , effort , forgiveness n understanding . You guys always believed in me in all the ways n everything I do . Helped n accompanied me along the way down my path . Without me noticing it has been a pretty cool 5 months now , although to be precise just for 4 months , this one month of silence changed a lot of things , both ways . It’s sad how it became but some things are eternal … The trust n believe I had in u guys are superb . No matter what’s the outcome , the same saying still goes - Be careful ~! u guys are dear . Not worth to be outta sight , get what I mean ~ You’re the best guy group I’d ever had =) Those party , the gathering , the surprises , Hey , Calvin ! I still remember the puzzle leh ~! And Brian , now im very friendly to the phone already =) but Victoria still remain untouched … The tortoise I duno u chuck where already . William , u’re the man ! Go Go Go ~! God bless u that u’ll get everything u want very very soon . Jesus , Shh … will come one , very fast very fast , u boleh ~ haha ~! Leslie , the caretaker … with u around , everyone’ll be just perfectly fine =) Shaun , u're always the quiet quiet boy so sweet sweet de ha ~ good good , mui mui zai like like =) U're a good person in heart ... Chee Yang , wei once u touch forever ARE ONE ah , hahaha , cham loh ~ how how ? Tiffany , im very happy seeing u back in line smiling already . Ema is taking care of u hah ~ Must take care of her for me also n i know u already did =) U're one amazing girl u know that . SKL , our mark mark yah ~ Andy , now kaya already , good good , one day must belanja me eat ... No matter how fast time flies , how many things happened , u're the first n ever group of guys that i am so comfortable being with ... everything that u guys have done meant so much to me n will be kept in my heart forever ... our stories , unbelievablely crazy ~ Wuahahaha . Dont worry , secrets will be kept , can still kau lui one , no prob , we go kau together gether !

( All Guys Especially : Nic , Jefferson , Colin , Darren , Jeffrey , Brandon )

( All Girls Especially : Lou Poh , Princess , Vivian , Ainsley , Angie ) And to all my dearest friends who knows me ,

Thanks for believing me in every way n everything that i do ... All the ups n downs , few of YOU r there for me , standing , eh no , sitting side by side in a big big group teman-ing me in mamaks ( aiyah ) Hehe , n always end up mamak again ... ( aisheh ) Haha ~ Sorry lah , wait until IT'S opened then i treat u guys a free meal k ? Muahahaha ( ding dong ! ) Thanks for being a one stop 7-11 station for me , it helps preventing me from going to the cuckoo bird stage =) Aih , what to do ... life pranks alot ~ U know i know lah ... Whenever i need ambulance u guys will carry ur thongs n rush to me , wah lau eh , so kam thung * sob sob* Aih , such a ma fan also u can stand , pui fuk pui fuk ~ (sleng sleng) Yo maN ! i lap u mAn ~ You know whAt im sAy'in ~ haha ~ Really , from the bottom of mAh hArt , really really thank you for being there ... really really thank you <-- really REALLY de ~ Wanna say u people ah , long long story loh . Flooding ur phone with my bla bla bla lah u also didn't report flood at ur place to police , didn't reply ur sms summore u keep sending then i reply weeks later also u not angry ( if me i give up <-- i must learn from u weih Kam Ba Teh ) , Helping me get ticket lah , book place lah , accompany me go buy stuff lah ( n choose for me somemore fui yoh ! <-- keng weih ) , my cow drop into my toilet bowl also u come to rescue lah ~ ( from seremban to kl also boleh WAHHHH ) FU la Mak very yi hei Ha , i like i like ( nod nod nod ) Good Good , my good good Heng Dai Ah ~ Mmm , Mmm , i will remember this Heng Dai one ~ Go ur place makan ALL free ( calculator dut dut dut one year i can save hmm ... alot also weih , can buy kancil ) Always worry that i stay home become sot sot n try to bring me go sedut some poluted air outside ( good heng dai ) tap tap chest , Hou Yeh , i Salute kao kao , very very impress , proven still got good man outside for my girlfriends ~ ( girls , go grab grab grab ) i dun charge u introduction fee one .

Thanks for checking up on me although sometimes i didn't reply but u never disconnect our line =) It's my bad n im sorry , but it doesn't mean that i ignore or stopped everything there . I remember u DID contact me , i do =) No matter how long we didn't contact each other , u still call or sms to make sure that im still in one piece . You girls are darlingZ ~ Muah Muah Muah ~ I can save a kontena of SKll seing ur warm warm sms =) ( close eyes eyes n feel the love ) Wah , felt like going naked weih ~ Muah , u girls are bling bling u know that =) The world shine coz of you =) YOU know who u are ... thanks for everything =)

To all the coming-soon friend of mine ,

Thanks for taking your time messaging me telling what ppl told u or what u've heard from ppl about me . Im truly grateful for everything that u've done. Coz from no where , u have faith in me ... u r my precious friend =) I believe that no matter how bad it seemed to be somehow u believe in urself , n each second that u took to keep in touch with me means alot ... and each n everyone of u are sincere ... and for that sincerity , i humblely thank u here ... now ...

Love ,

Leng Yein

ps :

I notice alot of u switched ur page to secretive mode , hmm ... good good ...

My first friend acc had been suspended coz someone took over it , aih ... to let u girls know how much i love u , i actually spent more than 24 hours paste n cut n create this new Friends getaround account for US =)

add up dears ~

mslengyein@yahoo.com ...... ur pic might be in =) hehe

Cherish n make the best out of everything ... part 25

Its the end of my new life,new environment,new line,new friends,new home,new challenges,great old 2006 ~! A soon to come new life,new challenges,new friends,new problems ... see , one thing about life is,it's like a donut, like i always tells my frens,it goes around...

U either hate it,or the other way round,like it,but when u happen to understand it,u gonna face it regardless of u liking or hating it.Sad or happy,up or down,its totally up to u urself.there's never a need to regret,put it this way to feel better,u learn from what u call mistakes.Hey,we're young eh,no?then y r u still playing friendster? See ?

2006 leaves a great impact n experiences in my life,i'll never forget this year ... everything changes,my life,my job,my views... but im happy tat for everything that had happen in such sudden,i now ended up having my own life here - right in the center of KL . im happy , n i want all of u to be happy too ...

Its been months since i last wrote my blog , im really thankful whenever i saw messages regarding my bloggging . Im aint famous blogger , but thanks to YOU , who took ur time reading each n every letter that i type .

Met alot of girls n left them my number , telling me problems from boyfriends to family to everything , surgery , medication , lifestyle ... its good to gather together n talk , i love talking ... i learn alot from them , reminding myself of my own problems , my past experience , n never forgets how it became n changed things all over , how good n bad times r ... ppl always ask me to forget the past, but im like a rock i never tolerate this advice . coz i love to remember every single details so tat i'll learn from it n carry a better view walking down my path ....

Im happy tat i've met almost every new fren of mine n find them good ppl . Back in my hometown , most of the ppl who knows me (by name) coz i grew up there love to backstab alot , try to ask ur frens in kuantan of me , u'll know what i mean . as though they're my twins ,, they even can tell u things about me which even me myself doesnt know that . haha ~ they are so cute , i wonder if the circus would love to hire them ... clown ~! but all my new frens here , yes 'YOU' ~! they are so sincere , everyone is so humble , so down to earth , so patient . And one very important quality , they are very understanding . I love people who respects others .... n i find alot of people in town who actually cares for others , the elderly , the needy , the down ones with problems ...

I've met different walks of life n i notice a very big difference n i simplified all of them n class them into 2 kinds . The End & The Forever .

THE END :
People who try to hard to impress me saying how rich how famous how many ppl call them how many ppl like them what present or message they get from girls how busy they are how high class they are how successful they are how knowledgeble they are how good they are how kind they are how many house they have what car they drive how many famous ppl they know how big their house r how fast they drift their carcar how cheap this girl is how expensive his watch is when they r gonna get married how many choices of girls they have how many annoying girls texting them how sweet they are to their Ex's when did they last made out when did he last text or call a girl n when did i actually tell u im interested in all of these above ? Come on , u think by telling me how cheap this girl is texting u impresses me ? Chill out man , why on earth is that girl KEEP texting u IF u didnt text her some sweet things beforehand . u think we're stupid ? Respect the girls man , u know what im saying ? If i keep telling me the girls r annoying , please remind urself that i'll not text u coz u might show this to other girls telling them the same thing too . Turn it around , ur gf doesnt want the cute guy overthere to know she's attached.U text her saying u miss ur baby so much,she show ur sms to the cute guy,u're dumbo,u dont know.How's that?Sweet ? This is what u r doing lah brother ~ Im a pain in ur butt yes surely i agree , but its an advice , things r going around babe , one day it'll U-turn n hit u baqck right in front of ur pretty face SMACK!!!

THE FOREVER :
U r a listener n a talker , u know when to stop when to pull out a tissue when to get other a ketchup when to get the bill when to stop n look whether there's car coming from right or left when is the time to stop texting the girls when is the time to call up n ask whether we're doing fine when is the best time to cheer us up when is the time to say u r not free coz u have to go n get a christmas card for us when is the time u finish fixing ur carcar n fetch us for mamak when is ur girlfriend coming back n we'll go swimming together how many true friends u have in a group how many days u didnt call ur mum n ask how she is how many hours u slept how free u r now n how helpful u can be how patient u r and above all , just do everything that u SHOULD do, we'll do the rest from there ... thanks for everything

The fact of THE W's :
THE FOREVER - Where(the right place), When(the right time), hoW(the right way), What(the right thing), Who(the right click)
THE END - those smart ones who goes W the way they thought it is WE(tat's never we until WE say it),WANT(what about what We want?),WOMEN(WE r not ur toy),bmW(a kancil can get me to the same destination too),Wisky & Wine (come on la brother,this is never a good excuse to get naughty),Whistle(i pity ur mum coz her baby doesnt know how to respect women),WHY(simple , because WE dont like u), WOW(love the tits? Want me to smack that on ur face till u choke n die,i'll b likely to do that if ensure that u'll really die after i do it,my pleasure)

Lessons learned in year 2006 n will b brought forward to year 2007 :
Independant - When u lost everything,u left YOURSELF to fill up missing pieces
Cherish - Heartbreak if THEY never cherish u,its fine,dont b the same like THEM,Do it differently
Respect - Shut up,think,salute,learn n smile,there's always a lesson to b learn from that someone
Positive - There's always 2 sides,black n white.Hey,ur life will not b Grey forever lah ~ Think PINK ?
Grateful - Never forget ppl who helped u,even a small favour,be thankful,they're LITTLE BABY GOD
Appreciate - Ppl dont owe u nothing to lend a hand eh ? So ?
Remember - Ppl who pins u to death or carry u up.Never forgive urself for forgetting either one of them
Care-Less - Their parents didnt educate them the right way,but urs did.So kindly forgive their stupidity
Care-More - Sometimes somethings might even mean nothing at all to u,but it might be so much to them
Step Out - Step aside,its like a watching a movie,scan the details.Step back in.Everything'll b clear now
Switch - Dont understand why r things going like this?Imagine u r the other party,this way,u'll know why
Smile - It doesnt cost u a cent,but it has the power to open up the world to u
Time - Every second is precious,Grab every possibilities n live life to the fullest.u cant go back again
Moody - Laugh when u r happy,Cry when u r sad.Hey,u have a heart,rite? U wont get summoned
Learn - U dont have to make mistakes to learn,take others' mistakes as ur lessons in life,safer this way
Give - A small favour might turned out to b ur future staircase or at least , a ladder
Talk - If u cant find a nice thing to say about someone,dont say anything...rumours starts here !
People - Catagorize them.Give priority to the special ones or they'll not b special anymore
Think - Dont listen to what majority says.Sit,calm,quiet,feel,relax,recall n do the math
Party - Loose weight,sleeves,depths,length but never loose urself.Know what u r doing.Respect urself
Test - Analyse all data.Listen.No one can get pass ur lie-detection program
Truth - Trust only what u've experienced,not what u heard/saw.Things might not b the way it seemed 2b
Help - U're not the cupid,stop involving urself in other couples problem.Wanna break up,break la~!
Daring - If u dare to do it,dare to admit it. If not, dont do it lah ~
Right / Wrong - There's never an answer to this.Look n check at all sides all the time.Chill man ~
Bad girls - U dont need them!Lagi dun need to cry n b sad.Karma does exists
Bad boys - When u r rich but old n dying,i'll b praying for u that u have a good nurse by ur hospital bed =)
Good girls - They have alot to learn from each other,coloring our life n shines the way through
Good guys - I learn alot from them the reason behind the war of opposite sex,n debate ! Haha
Shhh - If that's ur darkest secret n u duwan anyone to know,dont tell anyone,dont blame others when it leaks,coz u r the one who let it out in the first place

Well , i guess this would probably be my last blog for this year now coz im flying off again.To every beautiful people in this room,may all your best wishes come true n may all the best things in life are shared ... May all the days ahead comes with good chances n changes n may all of you stays pink of health all the time ~!

Love Always .... Leng Yein